Tuesday, March 31, 2009

inconsistency

define boring: Jam's summer.

ugh. the truth is. i never got excited with summer. why? because I got to be far from my friends and I got to do nothing. I always gain weight whenever summer comes. I usually eat a lot. no exercise. no outings. most of all I don't have money! :| yea I'm broke!

I'm hoping that this summer will be different. even though I don't have anything to be busy with. not like last years' summer. I get to train swimming in school. but now. ugh. I got nothing. I had to give up swimming because of the conflicts in my schedule. because I'm also an AYC officer.

ugh. I really want to go to the mall with my friends or even be with them again! or even with my AYC! :| I miss laughing with them and talking to them. I miss them already!

this would be the last summer as a High school student for me. next school year will be my senior year. yes this year will be really different and incomplete. we are now the "Ates and kuyas" of the High school department. yeah my batch is lucky because we get to be the silver batch. we're hoping for a great school year because of the Silver Anniversary of our school. wish us luck!

I'm excited to go to college. because I don't have any reasons to stay in high school anymore. I just want to go to college and be successful. yes I will miss my friends. but I'm excited for the thought that I'll be on my own and I can have my own salary. own law firm. own house and own family. yep I have a simple dream :) 10 years more. and I'll be who I want to be :)

Sorry for the inconsistency of the topic :) that's the result of my boredom :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

you're the missing piece


i' m missing lots of people right now :|
i wasn't able to come to school today and get my card because my mom had to go to her follow-up check-up and I'm left all alone at home. :| this is supposed to be our last day together. and we were supposed to go to ATC. but sadly I can't go with them. I'm still looking forward to see them this summer. :)

i miss my AYC
i miss CHORVA

i miss my friends

J <3>

first

so this will be my first entry.
i dunno. at first i didn't like blogging that much. maybe because I'm too lazy to surf the net before. but when I started using multiply.com I had fun reading my friends' blogs/blog sites. that pushed me to write blogs. please pardon my short comings :)

"endings are also beginnings"